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Victoria Dougherty

Shining daylight on the creative impulse

Published 6 months ago • 2 min read

Hello from the Cold!

This is going to be a something of a stream of consciousness. An attempt at articulating a process that I'm still smack in the middle of. There will be no neat beginning, middle, and end. At least not today. Nevertheless, I hope you'll indulge me, because I think this could be illuminating.

See, I've been experiencing what I would call a creative stutter. This is not to be confused with writer's block, which is when a writer stares at a blank page for hours, days, or months on end while the whites of her eyes sprout spider veins, and a permanent garland of sweat beads forms along her hairline.

A creative stutter is more akin to having difficulty connecting with the work being put on the page. The most accurate analogy I can conjure is that of a half tuned-in radio station. It's when you've found a great song that you love and want to wiggle your butt to in the bucket seat of your Jeep, but the experience is frustrating and inconsistent. Sometimes the song comes through loud and clear, and you start banging your hands on the steering wheel, belting out the lyrics and thinking, Hey, I sound pretty good. Then all of a sudden, there's a bit of static and the melody is barely audible. It returns a few seconds later but begins to fade again, like it's gone under water. You groan, you play with the dial trying to tune it in, and YES, you're able to get it back! But only for a few lyrics. Just as you start singing along again, shaking your shoulders, swishing your hair from side to side, the static returns. Finally, you turn the dial to another station. It may not be playing the song you want to hear, but at least you can hear it.

This pretty much describes what I've been experiencing.

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Victoria

Victoria Dougherty

Writer, Book Coach, Unapologetic Fantasist

Victoria Dougherty writes Cold War historical thrillers, historical fantasy, and personal essays. She's also a book coach, blogger, podcaster, and avid celebrant of the creative life!

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